I can’t believe this is happening to me,

The scars and the shame dissipate in this heat

I’m here losing focus and to think is defeat,

Feeling futile and lost in under clouds over me..

He’s gone and alone and he cries out my name

But the distance between us leaves him sitting in shame

I’ve left but I’m sad and I keep looking back

At the past and the hurt that once dominated me

He’s gone and alone as he cries out my name

But I won’t help him, he’s still just the same…

All the blood and the games and the blood and the games

It’s taking me over and but I’m still just the same

I look to my left and I look to my right

But the tree right beside me says it’s only tonight.

Hi There

Rather than a walk in the park or solitude on the beach,

Some time in the dark staring at your own feet,

Feeling pain and discomfort in the life that you lead,

Why not go out and live for the dreams that you seek.



are u boy or girl?

:) That question sure put a smile on my face..

Honestly, and not to offend you, but I don’t think that’s really of much importance here.

I cried eating lunch today, because it was so hard. Fear food, creamy sauces. But I ate it. I cried all over my plate but I ate it and only left over a few spoonfuls.

You cried but you succeeded….Keep your head up and don’t you give up! Stay strong…You are beautiful and don’t you ever second guess that! 

Determination can mean victory for the one that wants to fight. 

Determination can mean victory for the one that wants to fight.